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July 8, 2014

Today is one of those days, my arthritis is really raging and I know I am condemned to being housebound for the rest of my life so I have given way to my feelings and as a result am so depressed and lonely. I haven’t had a visit from a friend now for several months and I don’t suppose I will for many months to come so yes, I’m feeling lonely and neglected. When I think back to all the people I have tried to help in every way possible throughout my life and where are they all now?
It’s like living on an isalne just waiting till the day comes when I leave this life, it’s existing and nothing more and the problem is, I don’t iknow what to do about it. I can’t get out to meet people because of my disabilities so how can I change things.
The only thing that’s keeping me going is my faith, so far I’ve managed to hang on to that but there’s a limit.
Sorry if I am going on and feeling sorry for myself but I have no one to talk things through with so it just helps to let my feelings pour out into my blog. I just don’t know what I can do to help myself to change things.
There, at least I’ve got it off my chest. Chat again soon.

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